I felt a lot older during my black hole period of my life (42-54) than I do now. Brain is functioning again & so is the body & surrounded by people my same age & older & we are all active, riding horses, zip lining, hiking, ballroom dancing. The best thing was leaving my bad marriage after 33 years.....honestly I feel younger & was ready to start life over....second chance....nothing makes one feel younger than a second go at life in a completely new environment