Nothing like waking up to a false alarm of someone saying your ex plans to kill himself on his birthday (two months from now). Apparently that was a lie. Losing this person has been one of my worst fears for YEARS, especially now that we're not even dating anymore...which made it seem even more plausible since he's as devastated about the breakup as I am. The person who contacted me was a mutual friend of ours since many years ago so it really did feel urgent. Now I'm anxious beyond belief because even though my ex claims none of it is true, my mind will always second guess that, just like it did through all of those months of panic when I thought he'd never come home. This is just a recipe for a bad day.