I want to start by saying newtobipolar. I'm glad you found us. I was dx'd BP around 10 years ago and I am still learning new things. It seems to be ever changing. I recently had a major mixed episode that destroyed my world. I had one once before but it wasn't so intense. There are things people on here have experienced that I have not. I would live in hypomania if there was a way to control that is where I would stay.