Ugh! More bad news about gma just now. Mom has been at the facility all day. Now waiting on news after hospice nurse visited today. Emergency visit not one of the normal scheduled visits. Waiting to hear more from mom about situation. My mom sister, my aunt couldn't reach her, so she said she might just head up there. Now that I think about it my mom's cell is on counter in the bathroom...here at home. Hello erratic emotions along with a headache I have had all day that has made me afraid to eat because of nausea. F••• my life. If grandma dies...I'm going to end up in hospital. I guess it upper respiratory infection from what my dad said but at 94 anything could be fatal. She's been on a pretty steady and speedy decline the last few weeks. Turn-around is not looking good...a lot of times she bounces back but I just don't see it this time.