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Originally Posted by Mai Gil
Hi I'm having a really rough time. 18 months since I was diagnosed and been seeing a therapist every week since then. Anyway I've kind of got by with only 3 occasions of self-harm/suicide attempt in the last 18 months....
Today I found myself buying numbing cream to use so that I can self harm severley. I don't even know why I wanted to buy the cream because for me it was always about feeling the pain...
I've had a rupture in the therapeutic relationship with my therapist and since that happened I don't understand myself. I feel lost, not know what I want or who I really am. I don't know who to ask for help from or what I should do about these strong urges.
Appreciate any advice xxx
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I just noticed you're new here and want to welcome you to PC, I'm also in the uk, please keep posting (right now I'm in my cave or I'd write some more