Thanks...
I just don't know what to do. Keep trying, keep doing the same things, it's all so pointless. Do I convince myself I'm not in a place emotionally/mentally to make life or death decisions and tell someone what's going on? AGAIN?? Or do I go with it finally, give in, I've tried enough, let that be enough...
It's so hopeless. I don't even care about anything, why do I keep living.