When it is time to go to the hospital? Right now I feel so restless, irritable, bored, anxious about to jump out of my skin and everything. Thinking of self harm and feeling like I can't do anything worthwhile, express myself or find love. It's terrible. Also, I'm feeling watched. People won't leave me alone. Been having weird thoughts but they comment on everything, argh! Like this is movie!
... now I'm embarrassed. And feel invalidate... and empty.