I do, and for me, it's because of my OCD. Have you ever exhibited any compulsive behavior or have you had obsessions and/or thoughts that make you very anxious? HOCD is a type of OCD where you struggle with your sexuality. Maybe look it up and see if you fit the description?

Feel free to PM me if you want to talk more in depth about it. I totally understand it can be very stressful to deal with this. ((HUGS))

If it's any help, my therapist has said to me "What does it matter if you're attracted to someone? Is it going to change your behavior?" My answer was no, because I'm happily married. So it doesn't matter who I crush on (or I get confused and think I'm crushing on them) here and there. I have plenty more advice to give on the matter, so feel free to PM me.