I was in the er yesterday for jumping off a shelf to hurt myself and the stupid lady is like why are you here and I'm. Like I jumped off a shelf in my bathroom. To hurt myself and she's like aren't you allowed to do that?and she's like what do you want us to do about it.I was ready to literally beat this lady with the rotator cuff I was so heated then upon seeing a psychiatrist apparently I wasn't even fifty one fiftable and I only stayed over night though I feel like I slept for two days afterwards and doing much better than I was.not sick anymore either though my leg does hurt I got my meds. But feel okay though I scared my mom to death when I fell. I feel bad for doing that to her and will keep self control over my behavior from now on at least I'll sure as hell try