im not too good with words sometimes too...
but i just wanted to say i hear you

maybe bear was surfing


riding the waves ya know?

but we can make things better now, you are so strong!!
i dont know how things are over there where you are... but im truly sorry about everything you have been through.. doctors are supposed to help us, but sometimes it seems like they are just too wrapped up in their own stuff to really care or whatever...

stay strong friend... much love