I went from being very suicidal yesterday to today thinking the whole world is magical. Everything feels so special and I was driving much too fast. I think I might be hypo. I'm scared because yesterday I discovered that there is an entity putting thoughts into my head about suicide. I'm afraid it'll come back, but for now I'm winning against it. I feel like angels are looking over me and keeping me safe. I'm afraid to tell my pdoc about this because he won't believe me.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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