Things I learned today:

1. "Speak louder" when speaking in public does not mean shouting like a little fanatics. Also, I hate to speak to crowd. I can deal with few people... but not with the whole square.

2. My friends are even crazier than me. And apparently, lots of people are. Some are determined to party like it's 1999 and recommend I do that too.

Hard to explain I used to have this bad anxiety and it sometimes come back. I need to learn grounding techniques and stay fed and hydrated or I will look like 19th century heroine of pathetic novels (aka passing out in public or being... visibly not okay).

3. I am a horrible cynical ***** that is happy over deaths of people. Even if they have been horrible horrible people and their deaths my solve thing or two.

Not sure how likeable this all makes me.