I've been missing work more as well. Wish I could give you some inspirational advice, but all I can say is that I force myself to go because my paid leave is running out and I can't quit working because I am self-supporting.

As I get closer and closer to my office, I can feel my chest tightening up and I have trouble breathing. There's nothing stressful about my workload or any of the people. The unbearable anxiety comes from having to give an 8 hour performance while hiding severe depression. As the day winds down, I start to loosen up again.