Sleepy,

You are not wasting anyone's time, space, or energy or anything like that. If we are here reading and replying to your post, it is because we care about you. There is nobody forcing us to do this. In fact, my husband thinks I spend way too much time here, but I want to be here anyway.

Please do take care of those cuts, and like Max says, find someone you can talk to in 3D. Would it be possible to call your old T? I know you didn't like dealing with your mom complaining about taking you there, but you still need to go. You are worth taking care of, and you are worth having your needs met. Whatever it takes.

((((((((big hugs)))))))))) if you want them