all he wanted to talk about was the ocd that has barely been an issue recently and even just before i went into the hospital it wasnt an issue when i started to feel amazing and invincible and magical for those 7 weeks all my anxiety went away pretty much i didnt have any panic attacks a few moments when i went to hospital but nothing like i usually had and i was sad but he seemed to think i was sad when i went in and kept asking why i was not taking an antidepressant number 1 i dont make those decisions the doctors at the hospital did and he seemed to think the ocd was being helped by the meds but it ha come back since i started the meds ugh i am so mad it is like he wasnt listening to anything that was bothering me i tried to tell him but he kept like ignoring me now i am all agitated and annoyed like even when i am trying to be honest no one is listening right now my biggest issue is not knowing how i will feel from one moment to another not the ocd yes it was at one point but ugh i want to scream.