The new t is a complete waste of time. She has no freaking clue. Yes I am grumpy. we were going to tell her about DID today but she is so dumb we didn't bother. how can a t be so dumb???? its so frustrating cos we are in such a bad place and time matters!!! but we can't see the lady who might be able to help us til the end of November, and we cant even find out if that novermber t knows about dissociation cos the stupid t cant even get the words right to ask her!!!!!! wh ydoes she have to be so dumb???

and that stupid stupid t was asking ME questions about things I dont know anything about but she is so stupid I couldn't even tell her she was asking the wrong person all I could do was look dumb. I tell her I dissociate and she says so how does this disassociation affect you and I wanna yell at her disassociation doesn't affect me you dumbass I keep telling you that!!!