I am having to change pdocs and it's a little scary. I've been seeing the same one for many years. The thought of starting over with a new one scares me. How do I learn to trust a new one. I know that it will take time, but in the meantime, do I just trust their judgement? What if they don't take me seriously? When I first saw my current pdoc I was in crisis and didn't care about anything. Now I'm not in crisis and it seems scarier. I know I should just take it one step at a time but I can't see a new one for four months and I've been going every three months. Anyway, I'm just anxious. It's what I do.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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