Eating is very difficult for me at times. I go days without eating because everything seems gross, contaminated, genetically modified, etc. I'm worried I have some form of eating disorder but as my main motivation isn't to lose weight that seems unlikely. I also have very bad IBS and sometimes can't eat due to pain. I feel better when I don't eat so maybe my mind makes food "gross" to avoid pain? I don't know for sure but I think not eating for periods of time is really not helping me in the long run. I just don't know how to fix the problem.