I read all of it, word for word. My heart goes out to you, because I feel like if people paid more attention to people like you (the "shy" ones the "awkward" or "weird" ones) the whole world would be a better place.

Throughout your post you seemed to have a tone of doubting whether you had anything to complain about. Like putting issues in quotations marks and saying other people probably have it worse. One thing I want to share about that is this: everyone's problems are their own, and they are dealt with at the level they know how. Although that's a little hard to understand, maybe this image illustrates it better: