I understand the paranoia....I'm going through it now but it's not bothering me like it usually does. I kinda feel sorry for the people watching me....im boring...they should go back to the Kardashians. But I feel for you because it's usually not like this....I usually feel very threatened by it. I think medication has helped me with this. anti-psychotic. I'm not sure but you got to do something.....am I right?