There have been a couple of times during manic episodes when I was paranoid that my pdoc was going to put me in the hospital. I was scared to death he was plotting to commit me so I wouldn't tell him how bad things really were. It wasn't until I'd come back down to earth that I realized how hard he'd worked to keep me OUT of the hospital, using PRNs and increasing my anti-psychotics to get the mania under control. My pdoc was awesome and he would never have done anything to harm me, but it sure seemed like it at the time.