Well I was on the verge of a psychosis. I went into a psychosis in 2011, but it had some of my past abuse elements in it. I was feeling like ppl on here were reading my mind and I was getting very obsessed again with this organization I was abused in. My mind was racing with thoughts of my past abuse and its all I would talk about as well as how corrupt this organization is. I wasn't sleeping and I was isolating really bad. My family was very concerned as well as my therapist at the time. I was very delusional. I was still trying to find the right meds and checked into the er, (there's no on call pdoc where I get my meds after 5 pm) and they admitted me.

I was even afraid the hospital was part of this organization that I was abused in. But I wasn't in a full blown psychosis so I went.

I think you'll be ok. But being hospitalized isn't the worst thing either.