Hello & Welcome, Crawly.
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Originally Posted by Crawly
I feel like I've been like this since childhood.
A family drama...A complicated situation with my mother not accepting my sister illness and my sister going worse and worse...(yes she was anorexic and she has OCD).
The diner time was horrible: mother crying, sister crying, me wanting to cry and go to my room and my games.
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Just a guess, but I suspect the way you feel has deep roots that run throughout your whole family. Have you spoken about the family aspects of this history with a doctor and/or a counsellor?
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