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Originally Posted by jtassar93
For the first 3 weeks of September I was, let's say, hypomanic. I then became depressed afterwards.
And now I'm:
-super depressed
-still hearing and seeing things I'm not sure are there, much less than before though
-convinced that my house is bugged and I'm being watched
-convinced that my meds are fake (I still take them though) I just don't feel a difference.
Any idea what's going on with me?
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I get very similar symptoms when I'm experiencing dysphoric/mixed mania. When mixed, I feel very depressed, paranoid, and get racing thoughts. Are you having a hard time sleeping too? That's also a big sign. Mixed mania for me usually does follow a hypomanic or manic episode too.
For me, an increase in Seroquel helped with the paranoia/psychosis. Maybe your pdoc will change your AP if Seroquel isn't doing enough for you, but of course only he/she would be able to come up with a plan regarding medication changes that could help you. Occasionally with the onset of an episode, my pdoc will add a medication temporarily, but once things calm down, I'll go off of the add-on (as recommended by my pdoc). Although there's different opinions by doctors about whether 2 AP's can help, I was on two at the same time, and it was effective at treating an acute episode. I really hope you find relief soon and get the help you need.