I'm on holiday to see my sister this week. I am going down with my parents. It will take me away from all of this for a week. So that's a good thing. I think I'm going to stop taking the Pill and that will mean no sex again. I don't trust condoms and won't do it unless I'm on the Pill. It puts a bit of distance between him and me and I suspect he won't come round again. I'll leave him to get in touch. That way I won't encourage him..