I feel like all of my Dx's are wrong and that my pdoc has been giving me legitimate medicine for the Dx's, but he does it to make money off me, not because he thinks I have these Dx's. (He doesn't want to get caught Rx'ing a placebo, because that's illegal.) Therefore, the medication is effectively "poison" since I don't need it. Or maybe he is an honest man and thinks I have these Dx's because I inadvertently told him the wrong thing. Maybe I inadvertently told him the wrong thing because I wanted an "answer" for my behavior.

I think one of these scenarios is true because my meds don't work. I keep getting a period of sadness or hyperactivity every month or every 2 months. And right now I'm getting a period of both hyperactivity and sadness combined, and it has lasted 1 week so far. I thought I was mixed, but now I don't even know. I question the BP Dx and the other Dx's. I just don't know what's true anymore. My treatment for the other "Dx's" doesn't work either, which makes me wonder how true those "Dx's" are.

Also, I don't think I've ever met the full criteria for hypo/mania.

Help?