I can identify with the though of nothing is interesting - I don't care about anything. This forum and my emails are the only things I check on daily (plus one friend going through a depression on her own and which keeps me alive). If it weren't for my friend I would have died two weeks ago, - but she needs me now as her only support system. But otherwise life is nothing, I wish, daily, I could just die (not suicide) but so far just wishing does not make it so. Therapy is critical to survival as are meds and it sounds like new meds may be in order. I have only been on Lexapro for 3 weeks and am hoping it increases by interest in life once it gets in my system.