I suffer from extreme anxiety since I was a child. I am afraid to do things. I took personality tests recently and I has severe depression, moderate anxiety, slightly ocd, slightly narcisstic, zero self esteem, may be a little borderline personality. I have no respect for myself or anyone else.

I can tell you what my father suffers from- ocd, some anxiety (but he doesn't know he has it and would never admit to it anyway- he of course is normal, nothing wrong with him)
my mother has to be depressed, slightly schizo (I think anyway). very stupid, idiotic, can't do anything without being told, real goofy, nutcase.

And there you have it. Why I am what I am. The more I am around them the worse I get. I at least wanted friends when I moved in with them and went out places. Now I don't go anywhere and feel hated and alone.