Dear Fuzzy--I am so much easier on myself than you are upon such a dear sweet bear; honestly, lately, I have been thinking to myself "who cares how annoying my mental issues (like hyperactivity, repetitive speech, etc.) are. I only have one goal, and one only, no attempts. I do not want to over tax or disappoint myself by setting any high expectations. I really have thought more highly of myself than I warrant in any way. I wish I could make you love yourself the way you deserve.