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Fuzzybear · Oct 18, 2016, 01:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Mysterious153

Dear Fuzzy--I am so much easier on myself than you are upon such a dear sweet bear; honestly, lately, I have been thinking to myself "who cares how annoying my mental issues (like hyperactivity, repetitive speech, etc.) are. I only have one goal, and one only, no attempts. I do not want to over tax or disappoint myself by setting any high expectations. I really have thought more highly of myself than I warrant in any way. I wish I could make you love yourself the way you deserve.

Thanks so much.. I wish I hadn't internalised all that hate too

(mostly from the FOO, "family" of origin but also from a therapist IRL and others.. Now my body seems to be co operating in attacking me also

I hate feeling (and being

) so useless

But I'm still here for papa bear... For some reason I cannot fathom, he loves
me,,

And I guess if I'm still able to type on here and help even one person in some way my life isn't the completely valueless waste that some (IRL) said and or implied