I'm also sorry you are having to deal with this. I was devastated when ex-t announced that he would be retiring in the next 6-12 months. It took me quite a while to recover, and I actually had to terminate with ex-t before his retirement because continuing to see him was retraumatizing me (according to him and me and T1).

Good came out of it for me, because T3's methods are far more helpful to me than plain talk therapy. But it was a hard thing to go thru