Trying to get out but have zero motivation. Nothing to do at my house since cable is suspended but then again always had a hard time watching tv. Maybe with my furniture moved around I can get into some shows.
Been thinking about my friends wedding and how I don't want to go alone. I've never had a wedding date and it makes me feel low. It should give me motivation to hit the gym but all I'm doing is lying down watching the ceiling. I did take some painkillers and have to cut myself out of it. I'd love to have some when I'm really in pain and can't get a doctor.
I got an appointment with my pdoc in couple hours. She did warn me I'd feel low but it sucks. I hope this new medicine works fast