((((((( Fuzzybear! )))))))
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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
I wish I hadn't internalised all that hate too  (mostly from the FOO, "family" of origin but also from a therapist IRL and others.. Now my body seems to be co operating in attacking me also  I hate feeling (and being ) so useless |
Fuzzybear
being a POS -- unthinkable.
Fuzzybear
feeling like a POS -- entirely reasonable based on early and later life experiences and medical threats.
You already know this.
Maybe some people can come to a rational conclusion about themselves, and that rationality is all they need to erase emotional programming. I do not believe we are among their number.
It also doesn't help when the "help" you've sought adds to the wounds...
((((((( Fuzzybear! )))))))
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