thankyou so much, I wear my heart on my sleeve I suppose, better that than being a bloody robot like the person I live with. He only gets emotional when his football team score for Christs sake.

sorry, I do love him, he just tests my patience and emotions, it may seem like I paint him black most of the time, he doesn't mean to be like he is I'm sure, he is a good man really, doesn't beat me or the kids, he takes them places and works nights to keep us going, he hates his job.

I'm just struggling with lack of emotion on his part right now.

Jin x