I don't know...It's weird... in high school I was the funny popular girl. I was friends with every group. Computer nerds, jocks, skaters, stoners lol. Then I was dx'ed in my senior year and put on meds. That's when I spent my days sleeping and alienating and here I am at 29 still in that rut. I still have some communication with my old friends but it's through fb. They have kids, they're married, I am not. That's where we differ. I can't really relate to them so our communication is limited. However one old friend does have BP like me so we talk more about it. I'm close to my family too, who know about my MI. I'd say my brother is my best friend actually. Don't get me wrong, there's drama in my family too. I'd say my dad is undiagnosed and to proud to ever admit he has a issue. My siblings and I all see it. He's a alcoholic as I am, was (whatever). So I do have a social circle that is just as cooky as me you can say.