Finished a massive assignment for my Literature class at university. So relived. It was a monster. Think I did ok. No time to pause for a break though as I head full swing into preparation for my exam in two weeks.
This would be easy if the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome wasn't flaring up badly and I wasn't processing past trauma . I am utterly exhausted all the time even though I sleep for 9 hours and take an hour nap most days. I am so fed up being limited by physical and mental illnesses. At the moment all I can manage is 16 hours of work and one unit at university, about 12 hours a week. I hardly ever have the energy to even socialise. I spend the rest of my free time crashed on my couch thinking about things, surfing the net or watching TV.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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