I was told/diagnosed as psychosis with BP several years back. I honestly had many of your symptoms, add something very clear. I could not separate my dream world from real life. These fudged in.
From your comments I read above I would like to eliminate and check couple of things like; med side effects, daily diet. Alcohol and drug intake...
I am not putting you down. I went thru all of it. It took a long time for me to find semi balance. Only a professional podc can really evaluate this and tell you for sure.
All I know I was a bat Shet crazy couple of years ago and I do not remember a lot

Wish you good luck.