not the greatest week so far

we feel like we've lost about 3 or 4 months? (well, we've not, we posted here what was it... sunday, I think?. or did we post here monday)

anyway that explains our absense from the forum yesterday- we were so confused

no sleep and being anxious about everything that happens to cross our path

not so much suicidal, though we have started looking in to people to talk to about final requests/ funeral arangements (we did that before, but had to stop)

better luck this time, I guess