Truth be told i told him i never tried something when in fact i did in a previous relationship from day one he smelled a rat but i kept on saying no all because i really liked him and didn't want him to look at me any different or ruin something that could be really special .....5 years after he still keeps asking this time he's saying he don't care he just want to know but it won't take a fortune teller to tell me he will care and god knows what else but now i'm on this guilt trip of thinking i deceived him into being with me and maybe i should fess up and lose him ..... or be hated by him for the record he knows i wasn't no virgin and i had past relationships