Halloween used to be my most favorite holiday. We went all out decorating the house....loved taking my kids trick or treating and loved passing out candy. My husband and I are both sickly so we don't decorate anymore....my kids are too old to trick or treat....my husband and I are too sickly to keep getting up for the door....our dogs bark like crazy when somebody knocks and that makes my anxiety sky rocket....so we will turn off the porch light for the second year in a row and try to pretend the holiday doesn't exsist. It makes me sad if I let myself think about it too much.....I really used to get a thrill this time of year and now it's causing me anxiety instead. We don't get many trick or treaters in our neighborhood anyways though.