I'm taking beginner salsa lesson since September. I thought it would help me why anxiety, shyness, confidence.
But that's just a nightmare.

1 out of 2 girl tells me I'm so nervous. My face is nervous. My dancing is nervous. Each time all I want is leave the place and kill myself. But I don't. All I do is repeating me how ****** I am in every way. That I will never change.