This will end. I know it feels like it won't, but it will. I had a 2 year long without a break episode from 2014-2016 and nothing seemed to help but eventually I got on clozaril and am better than ever before. It was horrible getting to this place and we're still trying to tweak a dose that lets me be awake more than I'm asleep but I feel good and only cycle a relatively small amount, the least ever for me. I didn't think anything was ever going to help but it did and honestly most of the time I was so sick is a complete blur in my memory.

I hope you are feeling a little better this afternoon.