I guess the problem is I am just 20 years old and everybody ask about my parents when It's about the mental disorder.
at the day hospital I have seen most of people come with their parents at least once... I feel like... I don't fit there.
I am an... orphan...bastard... someone who is not loved by anyone and have ever been, plus I am crazy, who would ever loved me if I am already crazy before I met them?
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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