I'm still questioning my Dx, I've had it since 2012 when it came up in a neuro-psych assessment (along with autism), but lately I question it, maybe cause I don't want to accept it. But it explains my ups and downs, and the reason why I get delusions and hallucinations (okay that may be something else completely, but still BP is the best explanation for now). So it's a back and forth game for me between questions and acceptance. It's all so confusing...