First it was a lengthy, awful depressive episode. Physical therapy. Running to dermatologist. Then it was seizures for three months. I come out and go through a series of manic episodes. Had a potential cancer scare. Then have a nervous break down. Then get involved with my boss. Now needing to resign from work. Suffering from anxiety, after two more manic episodes.

Does this ever really end? Can I just have...a period of time, where nothing but good things happen and everything is stable? This has been the worst year since I became partially disabled due to mental health. I deserve a break from it all. What I'd give for a legit vacation. The thing is, I am on meds...been on meds. And in therapy. Been in therapy for years. So why is my life still insane?