My anxiety skyrocketed when I went to my appointment with T. In general, and about specific issues. There's another T working there who I know, and I don't think he would see me in a very positive light. I was hired in to a company not that long ago to replace him when he was fired, and from my coworkers' stories I can easily imagine him holding a grudge. We made eye contact in the waiting room today, that's the first time I think he's noticed me there. Barely got to talk to T about any of the issues I wanted to talk to her about, but I guess it's ok since I see my pdoc on Friday.