I would try to stick it out for two to three months. SSI will not give you much compared to the job you already have. Save as much money as you can. BTW I am happy you did not take my advice the wrong way. Next time just do not be the willing participant. Draw your boundaries well, both for them, and most importantly, for yourself. You then will be OK. For anxiety there are additionally natural remedies like Valerian Root, if I am not mistaken.

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