I'd give anything to be stable all of the time. But I don't regret my past experiences with bipolar and OCD: I think it has shaped who I am, which is a pretty awesome person. Now, if I could just let some people into my crazy world so they can appreciate the crazy me, too. Eh... f*** it. I'd just like to be stable, I guess.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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