There are times when I battle that myself. As hard as this may sound to believe, it's not bad for me when I get up in the morning to go to work. Though there are some mornings that it is hard. What's very surprising to me is that I have to get up in the dark now. That had always been very hard for me.

But on Saturdays and Sundays, it's harder. I don't work on those days. Sundays are the worst. On Saturdays, I feel better after breakfast and better when I start to do cleaning. Sundays are bad because I don't have much lined up except for church. It's hard to believe that being a Christian as I am, going to church can be depressing. It's been that way for a long time. I feel like I have not found a good church in so many years.

I have to ask, is it possible when you first get up, that your blood sugar can be very low? Because I notice that I feel much better after eating. Not only do I feel depressed before breakfast; I get a lot of dreadful feelings. My doctor has never indicated that I have any kind of low blood sugar of some kind.