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Old Oct 20, 2016, 06:47 AM
Anonymous37965
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i just feel like im sinking.on the outside things seem ok...i appear balanced...far from it.
High energy for a couple days..anxious..insomnia creeping...energy quickly faded...crashing.

I really hate myself, my thoughts, my life, i hate myself for hating those things.
I spend way to much time thinking of all the wrong things i have done, all my failures.
Things are looking great for my 2 teens...i cling to that with everything in me to keep pushing....

its terrible but truth is, i dont want to be here. Havent for a long long time.

Last edited by Anonymous37965; Oct 20, 2016 at 06:48 AM. Reason: spelling cause im a mess
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